I dont know what to say...

Today we returned Roxas. I wanted to keep him & bury him, but I guess we had to return him to them to get the return. I looked at a few hamsters they had & none caught my eye like Roxas did. And it looked as if most of them had something wrong with them. The last short hair female they had screamed when she was touched & a lot of them had odd looking poo, or maybe I'm just trippin but I didnt wanna take any chances! I was gonna take this fluffy peach long haired Syrian female hamster home, but I decided it wasnt the same & its not like she made me happy like Roxas did. Plus I think she was sick, she kept pooing in the car & sneezing. I was really disapointed that the lady who was helping us was utterly clueless about hamsters. I assume she's in charge of that department since I think she sold us Roxas & she didnt even know jack shit about CareFresh bedding!

I'm still really pissed at Petco, I wanted to go in there & cuss the shit out of the manager for being so damn unprofessional & selling sick animals but I didnt want to make a scene. I have a feeling I eventually will. I'm going back on Monday to see if they get a new litter of hamsters that dont look sick, I dont want to come back again to return yet another dead / sick hamster to them. Its really unfair. I'm really sad because he was so damn pretty & I'm never gonna see another that looks like him, and I'm really sad that his life ended so damn suddenly. I hope that Hammie does find him, and takes care of him for us...

I really cant put into words what I'm feeling right now. But its a mix of sadness, anger & disapointment... bitches.