Roxas.

Yesterday marked one month since Hammie's passing...

Today, we went to Petco & I saw this beautiful Fancy Dwarf Hamster & I just had to have it! So Martin let me get him & I was really excited about this the whole time lol. He's white & tan & really tiny! I didnt know what to name him. I wanted to name him Goomba but not really cause that's what Martin call's me & I didnt wanna name him Cheesecake cause I named almost all my other hamsters after food's [ I've been a Culinary freak my whole life, okay?! ] so I decided on naming him Roxas since Sora is my gray doggie I won from Vegas. Darn.

We cleaned out out Hammie's cage & I got really sad when I had to put her stuff in a plastic bag... like her bedding, food & toys that she barely touched. Its still really hard to believe she's gone. It felt like she was here forever... but at the same time, it felt like we didnt get as much time as we should have had with her... well, now Flix is in there. I know she would have wanted him to have her cage & he seems to love the wheel... he's been on it all day. Literally, all day. Its still hard to look in there & see Flix instead of Hammie... but I cant hold on & be sad forever, right?

Don't worry Hammie, you're not replaced. No one could replace you babygirl. You're our first baby, and you always will be. You know that! You know we love you too. Me, Daddy & Flix. We all miss you & hope you're waiting for us babygirl... we love you so much. We always will, so you dont have to worry about us forgetting you! =)

And Flix, don't worry -- just because Roxas is here doesnt mean we're gonna ignore you again like when Hammie was here. You're still our babyboy fuzzy butt. And you're still the smartest one ever! I'm glad you're running away on the new wheel, and I'm even more glad you're not doing it as Hammie did! Hehe. I just wish you'd stop & eat now =\ seriously. Go eat. lol.

Roxas, you're a real cutie! And you were being so good today! You're really friendly & even let Daddy pick you up & walked on to his hand on your own which is impressive for a baby dwarf hamster. Not even one whole day with us & you're already tamed! Please stay friendly so Mommy isnt scared of you later... please please please!

Pictures of Roxas:

Roxas still in his Petco box with the bowl of food.

Roxas & Flix.


I dont think this pic is good enough at showing how small he is..


On Daddy's hand.

Me & Flix... before we put Roxas in there.