One year...

RIP Hammie Baby
July 2005 - March 22, 2006

Damn, it's already been a year since you passed. You know today is gonna be hard for us, but we'll try for it not to be. We're going to go visit you and spend some time with you since I know we havent done that lately. We've got lots of things to tell you babygirl!

But most of all, we miss you. We all miss you. Your family misses you. You werent just a hamster, you were our babygirl. You made us laugh and smile when we were sad, you made us feel better when we were mad at eachother... and looking back on it, daddy says you were a bad girl! But I think you just wanted to explore everything you could get your little paws on.

I remember today vivdly. How anxious I was to come home afterschool so we could take you to the vet, rushing home and trying to get you to go in your new carrier... and how you didnt wanna get out of your ball. Seeing you the way you were broke both of our hearts, and although you're no longer here, we know you're in a better place where you're not hurting. But we cant help but miss you.

I'm so sorry you had to go through what you went through, I'm so sorry I didnt see it earlier when I could had made it better. But I tried, I know you know I did. But I'm still sorry. I could had saved your life, but at the same time, I couldnt. I miss taking you out and cuddling with you on my bed for a few minutes before I had to leave for school. I miss coming home and you already be awake waiting for me. I miss how good you always smelled. I miss all the silly things you did everyday.

I'm sorry, I know you hate to see me sad. Even though I'm crying, I'm not sad babygirl. I'm happy, I'm happy you came home that night. I'm happy we got to be with you one last time. I'm happy you saw daddy before you left. And I'm happy you were a part of our lives. We love you babygirl. And we miss you.

Rest in Paraidise princess <3.>